ellianmeir

IT SNOWED A LOT.

I went outside last night and made a snowman.  A Murderface snowman.  ♥

( God, it was cold. )

But man, I had so much fun.  XD

God, I feel terrible...I feel terrible about this problem AND that this is my problem.  Somehow it doesn't feel like I should be allowed to complain.  But I really just can't hold it in anymore. I'm so sorry if this post seems pretentious, but this is currently a major problem in my life.  I need to get it out somewhere that I can rant without feeling at a loss for words.  So a written canvas seems better for this than a verbal one, right?


( I feel like I'm not doing what I'm supposed to do )

Alright well I don't update this much, but I've come to understand that writing down my thoughts could be pretty useful to me.  I'm gonna use LJ to do this then.  And what better way to start than by recording my New Year's resolutions?

Okay, resolutions.
( Here )

That's all I have for now. Just five.  If I think of another significant one I'll add it later.  I have to sleep now though so...that's it.  I need to work on some late Secret Santas tomorrow anyway, if I have time between family obligations.  Happy New Year!

Sweet, here we go.



( Mercury and Saturn aren't correct anymore. )

I made this for class and I'm posting it here so my friend can review it.  @.@
( Play )

Bah, I've decided to start updating my journal.

So...what's happened.  I've joined an RP and got into a musical.  But I also have too much homework from classes that I shouldn't have to take but I'm required to sit through anyway.  Which sucks.  I'd much rather spend my free time with something constructive and interesting like let's say...writing some stories.  Or learning an instrument.  Or creating my own language.  Or brushing up on my drawing, damnit.  >[

But alas I am instead stuck analyzing the US constitution.  This is silly, since I've already taken a very intense US History/Government course and I don't have any interesting in pursuing the field in college.  The class gives way too much homework too.  I mean I love the teacher and all but really, the busywork isn't needed or welcome.

Ah but journals aren't only about complaining.  I'm not very good at writing entries but I'll change topics now.

I want to start doing something.  Somewhere along the way I lost the will or ability to take control of myself and develop my skills.  Many an idea have gone unfinished because of some bastard desire to smother my plans at birth.  I'm very sick of sabatoging myself.  So starting now, I'm going to actually do things.  I'll pick up old projects or scrap them for something new.  And I'll pursue the secret desires I have despite my fear of people knowing too much of how I think.  It's a bit late for a New Year's resolution I suppose, but I don't think I need a New Year to take a new step in my life.  Cheesiness aside, I've decided to begin my future.  It's time to make myself into something more than just a straight A student.  :]

-Ellie

Hello everybody. 

I'm going to tell you all up front; I don't really like Naruto. I don't think it's a very interesting anime and its characters tend to be stereotypical and sometimes two-dimensional. 

However, I did become interested in the Akatsuki and followed them casually throughout the series. They are both unusual and amusing. Also, as an entire group of villains, there is a lot of atypical interaction between them that makes them even more fun to explore as characters. Yes, quite a few of them are underdeveloped in personality and history, but it doesn't take much imagination to breathe life into them and utilize them as colorful, captivating characters in stories and art. Despite their occasional habit of dying, I was happy with this. I was content in accepting this part of Naruto as it was and even embracing it as a blessing to the series. I thought the Akatsuki could make the series a little more interesting. I foolishly believed the hope that they seemed to bring.

But now there are storm clouds on the horizon. An ominous darkness threatens to destroy countless characters and obscure the Akatsuki forever in crappy fandoms and crack pairings. And this darkness is called:





The Sappytachi Arc

It cannot be stopped.